Craving.

Hadn't been out for almost 3 days cause I'm feeling kinda sick.

Suddenly, i feel like I'm craving for chocolate.

So I made myself a chocolate soft cupcakes.

Ingredients? I was just mixing things up.

Cocoa powder, Milk, sugar, a bit of coffee mate, baking powder,

butter and flour and bake it for 12 minutes.

It turned up soft, fluffy and tasty!

p/s to Love: I hope your here to enjoy this cuppies with me.

Akhirnya Dia.

2 tahun terasa berbaloi.

Cuma, Hati lebih banyak bertutur berbanding mulut.

Mungkin masih terkesima.

Yang penting,

Dia.

Sugarland - Stuck Like Glue

something to go along with the previous post.

End of March.

Its been a while.
Lately i've been confused by my own feeling.
Yes, im still stuck on that someone.
Day by day, all i can think about is how to make up with him,
how to get him back,
how to confront my feelings towards him.

BUT.....

I'm scared.

What if he turn me down?
What if he had someone else already?
What if he dont have feelings for me anymore?

And if I dont tell him,

What if he still want me?

What if he's actually waiting for me to make the first step?

What if? what if what if?

These days, i hadn't been sleeping.

And the truth is, I'm waiting for him to online on his FB chat box.

yes, i do have his number,

but i dont know why, i dont have the courage to text him,

moreover to give him a call.

These feeling sucks!

Almost 2 weeks, I sleep at 4am and woke up at 2pm.

My eyes are tired but my mind couldn't stop thinking.

I know i had told myself a thousand times to get over him,

to forget the past, to move on....

But again and again,

I keep on falling for the same person.

Over and over again..

I know it kinda sounds like I'm desperate.

Well, maybe I am..

Im just afraid to lose someone i really2 love.

I hope i can get rid of my own egos.

I hope there's still light for me and him..

They said; you never try, you never know.

I wish by the time i found the courage to tell him the truth, it wouldn't be too late.

Or else, I'm so gonna regret my own stupidity for letting him go on the first place.

A love worth waiting for! ♥

2 years of waiting finally pays off!! Love is in the air!!

♥

06.02.2011 - sweetest horror movie ever!!

Its been a while.

Sunyi ni bha tiada boyfriend! hahaha..
Sudah hampir 4 bulan menyingle.
Belum terbuka hati mau cari baru.
Hati sy masi stuck dengan Encik First Love. (sila rujuk tag Cinta)

Maybe aku yg ikat diri aku sendiri daripada move on.
And aku senang begini.
Susah mau cari yg sebaik dia.
I keep on comparing him to others and its unfair to them.
So, biar la aku lone ranger dlu.

Mungkin aku telampau mengharap dgn dia.
Mungkin nda patut mcm ne..
Emosi aku terjentik sikit bila someone ckp dgn aku;

jangan mengharap sgt. at the end of the day, ull know that discovering the world is better.

Ada betulnya (-_-") hurm..

Aku pun nda tau napa. Aku rasa semua org pun pernah rasa mcm ne.

You can tell if he's the one. You just know it.

I lost him once. But im going to win his heart back.

Kalau ada jodoh, syukur Alhamdulillah.

Kalau tiada, aku redha.

Cuma berdoa pada Allah s.w.t agar ditemukan dgn jodoh yang baik.

Amin..